At the same time, I feel like I really need this. Ugh, indecisive. I guess for now the plan is to try and see how it goes, and if it's too much for me to handle, then to not beat myself up for not finishing. That is the tricky part. I guess a lot will depend on the next few days, when I find out if I've screwed myself over irreparably or not.
In other news, I suck at commenting still, and I am so sorry and I miss people and I just really need to try and be better at that. Ugh. I kind of feel like I shouldn't even be making an entry now because it is just coming across to me as "whine whine whine whine whine." Uhm. So...something not whiny. I drew a picture? Which everyone already saw because it was just in the entry before this one. Eheheh.
Also it's autumn, and it's the best time of year and everything smells like crisp leaves and harvest. If only it would last longer.